Another day... still here.
I'm still hurting indescribably, but I'm beginning to accept that I wont get back together with her. Though I seem to keep asking her the wrong questions. In turn getting more painfull answers. Something I didn't metion yet is that we live in a small (college) town, about 80,000 in the entire region. So the likelyness of seeing her randomly is huge, especially since I frequent places on campus (where she just started her freshmen year). And now, I find out she's been accepted into a sorority that I can't get around passing every time I'm in the area. I'm really afraid I'm going to see her with some random new guy. That could really set me back.