i feel like i may die soon.
i don't really eat.
i used to never say i love you alot to my best friend, now i do.
i'm having problems with my arms.
frustrated with living at home, and watching my friends go to college, thanks to getting help from their folks, and work.
no luck yet getting work - feel like my resume's overqualified for where i live.
i have watched Walt Disney's 1961 version of 'The Parent Trap' 3 to 4 weeks in a row almost every night.
getting frustrated with having to do alot at home, with little respect.
the internet - my friends online are now rarely talkative at all.
although, there is afew good things about my life:
my best friend
my former chemistry teacher
i know i wouldn't kill myself, but it is possible to become so depressed or feel like your spirit has died, so that even though you walk around and communicate, it feels like your dead in a sense.
thank you for reading.